11 October 2009

Who Says????

Who says I can't get stoned
Turn off the lights and the telephone
Me in my house alone
Who says I can't get stoned

Who says I can't be free
From all of the things that I used to be
Rewrite my history
Who says I can't be free

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Baton Rouge
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

Who says I can't get stoned
Call up a girl that I used to know
Fake love for an hour or so
Who says I can't get stoned

Who says I can't take time
Meet all the girls in the county line
Wait on fate to send a sign
Who says I can't take time

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Austin too
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

Who says I can't get stoned
Plan a trip to Japan alone
Doesn't matter if I even go
Who says I can't get stoned

It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long time since 22
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you

30 September 2009

you.....

I can't believe you're gone. It doesn't feel like it but it's the truth. And I am constantly reminded of this fact.....
Evrytime I see a car like your's I think it's you.
Everytime I hear our song I miss you.
Everytime I pass our spot I remember what we had.
Everytime I the phone rings or an IM comes in I hope it's you.
Everyday there are things that remind me of you....
I want things to go back to how they were.... Please :(

01 August 2009

LOVE

Im in love with this song, If a guy plays the guitar and sings this to me, Ill melt.....
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home

30 July 2009

A dedication To Sarah

Butterfly
I'm taking a moment just imaginin' that I'm dancin' with you
I'm your pole and all you're wearing is your shoes
You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on until I write a song about you
And you have your own engaging style
And you've got the knack to vivify
And you make my slacks a little tight, you may unfasten them if you like
That's if you crash and spend the night
But you don't fold, you don't fade
You've got everything you need, especially me
Sister you've got it all
You make the call to make my day
In your message say my name
Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all
Curl your upper lip up and let me look around
Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down
And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch
Because they're the perfect jumping off point of getting closer to your
Butterfly
Well you float on by
Oh kiss me with your eyelashes tonight
Or Eskimo your nose real close to mine
And let's mood the lights and finally make it right
But you don't fold, you don't fade, you've got everything you need
Especially me
Sister you've got it all
You make the call to make my day
In you message say my name
Your talk is all the talk sister you've got it all
You've got it all, you've got it all, you've got it all [2x]
You've got it all, you've got it all
Doll I need to see you pull your knee socks up
Let me feel you up side, down slide, in slide, out slide, over here
Climb in my mouth now child
Butterfly, well you landed on my mind
Dammit you landed on my ear and then you crawled inside
Now I see you perfectly behind closed eyes
I wanna fly with you and I don't wanna lie to you
Cause I, cause I can't recall a better days
I'm coming to shine on the occasion
You're an open minded lady
You've got it all
And I never forget a face
If I'm making my own
I have my days
Let's face the fact here, it's you that's got it all
You know that fortune favors the brave
Well let me get paid while I make you breakfast
The rest is up to you, you make the call
You make the call to make my day
In your message say my name
Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all
Cause I can't recall a better day
I'm coming to shine on the occasion
You're a sophisticated lady, oh you've got it all
You've got it all, you've got it all, you've got it all [3x]
You've got it all, you've got it all
Butterfly, baby, well you've got it all
I still LOVE this song coz of the catchy tune....
But thanks to you I see it in a whole new light now...

26 July 2009

It’s been so long.... So much has changed, we have changed. Yet when I heard about what happened I was speechless. As I lie in bed, I’m really really upset... I don’t know why, I just am. It’s disturbing in a way. I mean, I thought I gave up on you, I guess a small flame in my heart still burns for you. Even after everything that has happened. I don’t know if I should be mad at myself or curl up and cry..... I really miss you. But I never thought that’ll I’ll be this affected by it. I was so sure I moved on. Positive. And Just when I thought that things between us was getting better, that we would be like we used to, I find this out! I should be stronger than this. I don’t want to miss you so much. But I think I do. And I hate it. I deny it all the time, its times like this that make it worse. AARGH!!!!! It’s so frustrating.
I can be quite the idiot at times... I mad the same mistake twice within a week. You still haven’t called or texted me. Is it coz of the mistake I made? Like I said, I’m the world’s biggest idiot. I really want this to work. Yet I’m so unsure of what you want. Am I reading the signs wrong? Am I assuming something that isn’t there? I wish you’d give me a sign.... But then again, signs never worked well for me in the past. Still I’m a believer. I am so close to giving up. I say that all the time. Each time feels like the last, yet each time something in me restores my faith and I believe again. I do have my doubts, but my optimism is so much more.
I’m still waiting for your call.....Please don’t make me wait forever.....